A dying need for perfection.

aimeedaniel: http://www.wno.org.uk/thesleeper

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 19:31:11 -0400

aimeedaniel:

http://www.wno.org.uk/thesleeper

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Sun, 19 Jun 2011 19:22:31 -0400

Want to lose weight??

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 19:19:54 -0400

aimeedaniel:

aimeedaniel: If you eat meat, watch this. If you eat it, you...

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 19:19:50 -0400

aimeedaniel:

If you eat meat, watch this.

If you eat it, you have to deal with what YOU’RE putting them through.

Why do people think I’ll be put off by this?? Lol

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 19:15:37 -0400

Why do people think I’ll be put off by this??

Lol

aimeedaniel: Eating Disorder Awareness week, 21st-27th of...

Fri, 25 Feb 2011 06:14:29 -0500

aimeedaniel:

Eating Disorder Awareness week, 21st-27th of Feburary.

*Support Ed awareness week by clicking HERE for the ‘Beat’ charity website.

*Or pick up a ‘Beat’ sports watch at your local New Look store!

Reblog this post to show your support this Eating Disorder Awareness Week. xoxo

A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..

Fri, 25 Feb 2011 06:12:42 -0500

A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..:

aimeedaniel:

Fact 5- Who Eating Disorders affect.

There has been a dramatic rise in the number of both children and seniors suffering from anorexia, bulimia, or some other eating problem.
Children and seniors are especially susceptible to complications caused by the disorders as their bodies are not as…

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 05:48:10 -0500

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..:

aimeedaniel:

FACT 3- Different types of eating disorders.

Many people believe that the only types of eating disorders are anorexia and bulimia, but there are a great deal more, with a much wider range of symptoms.

Anorexia- ‘Anorexia nervosa’ means ‘loss of appetite for nervous reasons’ but this is…

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..

Wed, 23 Feb 2011 05:36:15 -0500

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..:

aimeedaniel:

FACT 2- How many people are affected.

*About one out of every one hundred young women between ten and twenty are starving themselves, sometimes to death.

* Four out of one hundred, college-aged women have bulimia. Because people with bulimia are secretive, it is difficult to know how…

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Tue, 22 Feb 2011 18:25:04 -0500

If anyone wants to talk. <3

Beautiful, beautiful girls.. Don't do this anymore. <3

Tue, 22 Feb 2011 15:52:43 -0500

Click HERE for love.x

aimeedaniel: Eating Disorder Awareness week, 21st-27th of...

Tue, 22 Feb 2011 15:42:17 -0500

aimeedaniel:

Eating Disorder Awareness week, 21st-27th of Feburary.

*Support Ed awareness week by clicking HERE for the ‘Beat’ charity website.

*Or pick up a ‘Beat’ sports watch at your local New Look store!

Reblog this post to show your support this Eating Disorder Awareness Week. xoxo

aimeedaniel: EATING DISORDER AWARENESS WEEK 2O11- NewLook...

Tue, 22 Feb 2011 15:37:33 -0500

aimeedaniel:

EATING DISORDER AWARENESS WEEK 2O11- NewLook ‘Beat’ sports watch.

Check out the launch of beat’s charity sports watch at NewLook stores around Brittain! Louisa Lytton & beat Young Ambassadors were in the Oxford store helping to raise awareness for EDAW 2011! Help support this fantastic cause by picking up your beat watch from any New Look store xoxo

For more on Eating Disorder awareness week, visit Beat HERE

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..

Tue, 22 Feb 2011 15:32:49 -0500

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..:

aimeedaniel:

FACT 1- Mortality rate.

* Eating disorders have the highest mortality rate of any mental illness.

* A study by the National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders reported that 5 - 10% of anorexics die within 10 years after contracting the disease; 18-20% of anorexics will…

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..

Tue, 22 Feb 2011 11:38:33 -0500

I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you: A fact a day about eating disorders over ED awareness week..:

aimeedaniel:

FACT 1- Mortality rate.

* Eating disorders have the highest mortality rate of any mental illness.

* A study by the National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders reported that 5 - 10% of anorexics die within 10 years after contracting the disease; 18-20% of anorexics will…

HELP YOURSELVES THIS EATING DISORDER AWARENESS WEEK. www.b-eat.co.uk

Mon, 21 Feb 2011 12:55:04 -0500

aimeedaniel: EATING DISORDER AWARENESS WEEK 2O11- NewLook...

Mon, 21 Feb 2011 12:54:17 -0500

aimeedaniel:

EATING DISORDER AWARENESS WEEK 2O11- NewLook ‘Beat’ sports watch.

Check out the launch of beat’s charity sports watch at NewLook stores around Brittain! Louisa Lytton & beat Young Ambassadors were in the Oxford store helping to raise awareness for EDAW 2011! Help support this fantastic cause by picking up your beat watch from any New Look store xoxo

For more on Eating Disorder awareness week, visit Beat HERE

aimeedaniel: Eating Disorder Awareness week, 21st-27th of...

Mon, 21 Feb 2011 12:54:02 -0500

aimeedaniel:

Eating Disorder Awareness week, 21st-27th of Feburary.

*Support Ed awareness week by clicking HERE for the ‘Beat’ charity website.

*Or pick up a ‘Beat’ sports watch at your local New Look store!

Reblog this post to show your support this Eating Disorder Awareness Week. xoxo

Ednos feelings

Sun, 23 Jan 2011 16:35:31 -0500

1. one day you’re eating 200 calories, and the next day you hit 2000 or more.

2. you feel like you don’t have a “real eating disorder.”

3. you try and tell people about your tortured food feelings, and they look at your healthy BMI and say: “mmm…yeah..well it can’t be that bad can it?”

4. you go through a lot of crap, and still end up the same weight that you were two years ago. (Which, of course, looks healthy and normal).

5. all this agony and you don’t get any validation from it — there’s nothing to SHOW what you’re going through; you don’t even get to be “thin.”

6. you’re an exercise freak but don’t get to see the benefits, because you’re a binger too. And, all those hours feel like a waste sometimes because you don’t have the beautiful body you ought to have.

7. you read these threads on the anorexia and bulimia boards and agree with everything, but still feel like you don’t fit there.

8. on a good day you go out to eat, and are instantly triggered by the girl that orders a side salad with dressing on the side.

9. you hate that no one notices all the shit you go through in your head because your weight hasn’t fluctuated enough to gain attention.

10. you can loose 10 pounds in 2 weeks …. then gain back 12 in a week.

11. one day you fast, and the next day you’re eating a weeks worth of food …. then comes the choice to purge or not to purge. On good days you do, and on bad days you eat more and crawl into bed.

12. you still control the bad food you eat - blotting the grease off pizza, drink diet coke with a “fatty” meal, have low calorie dressing on a fatty sandwich, etc.

13. when you’re really upset and can’t decide whether to restrict or binge.

14. you start every day with the intention of restricting your calories, have nothing until lunch, and then still fit in 2000 calories before bed.

15. you’re embarrased to tell people that you have an ED cause you’re at a “healthy” weight.

16. you try to secretly diagnose everyone you know with an ED.

17. you feel like you’re so fucked up/incompetent/worthless that you can’t do ANYTHING right/normally — not even develop an ED.

18. after a major binge you’re scared to drink water because you’ve gained enough weight already.

19. you feel like a fraud for having nothing to show for all your suffering.

20. you keep telling yourself tomorrow is a new day, and it never is.

21. even if you do try and diet somewhat “normally,” you loose nothing because your metabolism is so screwed from years of this shit.

22. over the last 11 years you have lost a total of 100 pounds, and gained about 90.

23. you starve/restrict all week knowing full well you’re probably going to binge on the weekend.

24. you can’t decide if it’s emptiness or bingeing that you crave the most.

25. you can’t sleep one night because your stomach is growling, and can’t sleep the next night because you’re so pissed at yourself for bingeing.

this.

How lovely. x

Sat, 01 Jan 2011 15:17:27 -0500

How lovely. x